Wednesday, January 23, 2013

These are a few of my favorite tthings



Hey guys, I thought I would do a blog about some of my favorite things.

  First off I LOVE FOOD!!! I love sea food, I love country cooking, I love sweets.. especially oreos and cold 2% milk  YUM!! ....Yikes sounds like a heart attack in the making. I like bakeing cookies with my Grandma. Pretty much if its edible and not the best for me I will probably eat it!!

 Secondly I love Pictures..... taking them, being in them, Photo shopping and collaging them. Even doing this blog about them makes me happy.

I love pigs. I have never been around a real one but I love their cute little faces and curly tails. I have tons of pig toys and figurines in my room.

And don't even get me started about my love for motorcycles. Riding is my favorite thing to do in the summer. I also love the sound of them anywhere near me. The mear thought gives me happy chills. My room is also deck out in motorcycles stuff too.

My new obsession has been bubble wrap. I just cant get enough of the stuff. I could just pop! pop! pop! all day long.

This is just a taste of what makes this girl happy.....lol did you see what I did there?


My Healer rescued me








This year on Dec 29th and the early ours of Dec 30th I celebrated one year of being anxiety free. I have suffered with this debilitating disease in some way all of my life. In the last five years it had gotten really bad. Well that night was no different. I had been have little spurts all Christmas break. That night the mega attack hit!! I felt like I was going insane. I decided right then and there I had been through enough. A few years back our youth had done a drama titled "Set Me Free". Every time they would perform this drama I would think "Thats me!!". I had this drama going through my mind the night of my healing. I finally surrendered.....Within myself I screamed "Jesus rescue me!!!". At that moment I fell back on my bed and came too fully. I felt like something had come out of me and I have never been the same since that day.   

A God encounter like non-other






On Friday, November 2, 2012 I called in Sick to work. Shortly after that I wrote on FB "Laying my heavy head in Jesus lap rubbing his nail scared hand,He never flinches . A Few hours later I had an experience that was so dynamic....So awesome I cried the rest of the day talking about it and just thinking about it.


    I was laying there and all of a sudden I could feel a lap under my head! I recognized this lap though I had never felt it or seen it before. I was also holding a hand and rubbing this had again I recognized it though I again had never seen it or felt it before. I began too feel the hand more....IT WAS JESUS!!! I felt the nail print though much larger then I expected. I felt his long legs (maybe 6'4 ) under my head and hand. I felt his arm around my right shoulder as I was laying on my left side and he was sitting on my bed on my left. His hands were huge. I felt and saw his long white robe with long flowing sleeves. I layed there and basked in him and his love for me. It got to be too much.... I had to get closer...I wanted to sit in his lap so bad. I sat up a little and wrapped my arms around his waist. I rubbed him and clinched him sobbing "why? why did we do this to you?" Why did we hurt you so bad" I got no answer just love.

    I felt him all day I would sit up then down on and off all day never leaving my bed till now.

    I didn't want to leave him I didn't want to leave that place. I am a changed person I will never ever be the same. I want the world to encounter him Like I did that day.